Too much Chocolate????

Is it possible to have too much chocolate? Depends on who you ask. Most women will say abso-poso-lutely NO! BUT if you ask a baker (ie....me the perfectionist and perpetually nervous), yes. Paarticularly when you add a WHOLE cup too much - LOL.

I'm actually not a chocoholic by any means. I'm admittedly more of a choco-snobo. I'm one of those rare people who doesn't like Oreos and doesn't crave 'The Great American Chocolate Bar'. I like REALLY, REALLY good chocolate; More than eating, I LOVE playing with chocoloate. Something about it's complexities, its many different forms, all the ways it can be used, the different flavors that enhance its depth.

My favorite chocolate to eat thus far is by a guy named Jacques Torres - mrchocolate.com. He owns chocolate shops in NY (Jacques Torres Chocolates). The store on Hudson street (Soho area) is the factory. This dude MAKES HIS OWN CHOCOLATE FROM THE BEANS!!!! They even let you see the process in the Hudson Street store and he's quite often there working. I've been to the store once, didn't see him though - booooooo! I cannot even begin to say how exciting this is for me. I mean come on, making the chocolate FROM the beans and turning it into luscious gloriousness! WHAT a rush!

Back to the question at hand :-). Last night I joined some girlfriends for a get-together. One of our friends is moving back to her home town and we wanted to show her some love. It was my last minute task to bake a cake. So for sake of time, I opted to do cupcakes. Hot Chocolate to be exact. What makes them hot is the bit of cayenne. I know, I know, wierd, right? WRONG Dee-li-cious-ness!!!!! It's got just a bit of kick. In previous versions I've used a carmel-rum icing - YUM-EEEEEEE! Due to my persnickity-ness about chocolate, it's taken me years to find the perfect recipe. I believe I'm just about there with the one I currently use.

So....I get home, get all my ingredients together, measure every thing to the gram, mix the batter and.......hmmmm...why is my batter so thick? Like brownie batter...hmmmmm...let's look at that recipe - what did I do wrong? The recipe said 2/3 cup Cocoa powder...my eyes saw 1 2/3 cup - YIKES!!!!!!!! Fearing a disaster and not having the knowledge to repair it and bring it back from the thickness of it all, I baked a tester - to me it was CRAP! (of course if you ask my Mom, I say that about almost everything and it always turns out fine) It wasn't the right consistency, MUCH too rich, NOT moist enough and just plain yucky! To my boyfriend, it was fine and he said that the cream cheese icing would balance it all out anyway. So I feign my perfectionism and take them to the get-together.


As with most close knit gatherings, we stayed mainly in the kitchen....laughing.....talking and mostly eating. Our friend's leaving was being comforted by our sisterly love and foods that bind us; GREAT mac and cheese, smack yo-mamma cornbread, Jamaican patties and VERY chocolate cupcakes - LOL what could be better!? The cupcakes got devoured and all was better in my world :-) I'm reading Julia Childs book My Life in France and she discusses the idea of never apologizing for food mishaps...things happen - no explanation - they just do...move on! I'm still learning that lesson, but it is honestly soooooo very difficult for a perfectionist. But alas, I'm not perfect - SO moving on - lol. (kind of)

So to answer the question, can you ever have too much chocolate? NO! NEVER! Especially not when you have great friends and family who love you no matter how much you THINK you've debachled something! Chocolate is comforting, exhilierating, good for you (especially dark chocolate and a glass of red wine) and just plain fun!!